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I have always told people around me to be happy, and what matters most is their happiness. I was sitting alone and depressed when suddenly something struck me in the head. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. I realized that in turn I deserve to be happy. Whatever it takes even if it is the expense of knocking other people down, making others unhappy, losing friends or even losing some unnecessary people in my life. I'm done being all good and nice, I'm done giving in to every single opportunity that comes in my life just because I think of the consequences it has on others. I'm done with people playing around with my feelings.In the past, up till this very moment I have given so much care, concern and love to so many without expecting anything in return. I have given that unselfishly for the past 35 years of my darn life and what did I get in return.....heartaches, rejection, betrayal and disapointment... So putting my foot down and and making it clear that I'M DONE.
Come to think of it, I deserve very much the same and if people around don't realise or appreciate what I have to give, then its their loss not mine. If it takes them to be miserable and depressed with the people they chose, to realise what they once had...then I sure hope they regret to kingdom come, in multiple volumes that they will never experience happiness ever. There is a saying that says, you don't realise what you have until you lose it. Even when its right in front of you. All I care now is to be HAPPY and I wish all those who has made my life miserable and dejected, an awful life ahead..... Here's to 2009 and what is left of it....!!!!!!! Like I said...IM BACK, and may all those who come in this category have a miserable year ahead and a terrible life to come.
